warning: things are about to get mushy around here.
So we're complete opposites you know... me and jerry. There were even times when I thought... hey this might not work out after all. But obviously, I was wrong. Wayyy wrong. But we definitely are different people. Jerry's a morning person. I'm not. I'm really not. I wish I didn't have to sleep so that I would never have to experience waking up again. That's how much I hate getting up in the mornings. Hah. He's also very logical with everything and sometimes I don't understand the things he says or does. At those times, I've learned to just call him a crazy man and move on. But I've always known how lucky I am to be with Jerry. We fight, bicker, and sometimes act like we don't like each other, but those times never last and I realize how blessed I am to have him in my life. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve him at all. I feel spoiled guys. That's pretty much the gist it. One time, I caught him putting his own blankets on me in the middle of the night because I looked cold. I wanted to give him a big kiss at the time but I was just so tired and out of it that I fell asleep within seconds haha. Another time, he rubbed my cold feet with his hands to warm them up because I have a hard time falling asleep when my feet are cold. And guys, I don't even like touching my own feet! They gross me out. ick.... He's also an amazing listener. Especially when I'm being whiny. And when I think about my whiny self, all I can think is, "wow I would be so annoyed with me right now." But Jerry just listens and hugs me all the while. I just don't get it. I'm soooo lucky! Sometimes I just need to write these things down so that I never forget. Some of my favorite moments are when we snuggle in bed and watch a tv show together on our little laptop screen. Last night I wanted to watch The Bachelor but I knew he wouldn't want to so I went to watch it by myself in bed. Within a few minutes, he came in to watch it with me. It made me happy even though he was falling asleep through all of it. He just keeps getting better and better everyday guys. And sometimes, I just need to write it out because I feel so blessed. Also, my sweet man is doing the dishes right now. I need to go give him a hug.